Sunday, March 1, 2009

i'm stuck


and struggling
spiraling
and using
again
i worry about how gianormous i am as a size 8
and how much i weigh (haven't been allowed to know since Oct)
when there are real issues in the world
how fucking pathetic
wish there was a "just get the fuck over it already" pill
i loathe my weakness
i am so strong for everyone but me
why am i'm so broken

2 comments:

  1. Hey Mama :)

    My response to this is a quote from one of my most favorite people in history :)

    "we have no problems - we have opportunities for which we should give thanks...
    An error we refuse to correct has many lives. It takes courage to face one's own shortcomings and wisdom to do something about them." -Edgar Cayce

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  2. Thank you Sherri! What an inspiring quote, you're always so good for my soul. xo t

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