Sunday, April 4, 2010

Zombie Day

Shitty ass Easter.
Shitty ass couple of weeks.
In a very dark place. Struggling, slipping, crying too much.
Doubting my self, my worth, my body, my strength, my sex appeal, my ability to control my own happiness.
Finding it hard to like me at the moment. Abandonment issues in full force. Lack of trust in humanity and myself in full force. Wondering what to do now.
Comforted by knowing that Jesus was a zombie.
i feel like a zombie at the moment.

2 comments:

  1. don't give up. you ARE strong. you CAN do this.
    you CAN.
    if you need help, reach out to your friends, family.
    thats what they are there for.

    I'm a random stranger on the internet, and i read your posts and i want you to succeed, I want you to be happy, so i can only imagine how much your family & friends want that for you too.

    ~ All the best

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  2. Thank you "random stranger on the internet". haha. Very sweet of you to take the time to read and comment! Good karma <3 All the best to you too! - terri

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